never ending cycle

NYAPPY!!! 

So this morning I woke up, (GASP!) and worked on my Kanon sketch that has now taken me 3 days to do.... V____V 

I felt like looking at my other drawings, which are mostly little Chibi anime people, so I reached into my drawer to grab my folder... AND IT WASN'T THERE!!!

I looked around and it was no where to be found!!!

"AGGHHH!! MY LIFE'S WORK IS MISSING!!!"   <----- *dramatic*

So I panic for about 30 minutes, thinking that maybe I left it in the library yard where I drew the other day....

And it's rained/hailed/snowed/slushed a LOT since then....

OOOHHH NOOO!!!!

All my lovelyfull drawing have done MISSING!!!

LEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN!!!!

*sob sob*

So I was saddened by my forgetfulness... (something that happens often....)

And so I reached into my drawer again to grab out my other folder full of An Cafe pics to cheer myself up and...(Dramatic pause)

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THERE IT WAS!!!!!!!!

I was holding in my hand all my drawings!!!

The pages of paper I have devoted hours into!!!!

I was so Nyappy!!!! ^o^

Now.... where did my An Cafe folder go....

The picture of Kanon I'm sketching.....

~*~♥NaNa♥ ~*~

Hmmm... hair votes????

yupperz,

My dearest readers, I WANT YOUR OPINION!!! :D

I think it would be cool to have half white, half chocolate brown hair....

But do you think you have a better idea??

If so, please comment ^^

Thankies!!!

Goals + Rant = >_< NaNa

Finish Cosplay

Get hair white/brown

finish Kanon picture

Finish KanonxMiku fanfic

Make Decora clips

Find/make more cafekkos in Weirdmond

figure out how to find cafekkos in weirdmond....

Get better at school.... (;__;)

Yups, All I can think of for now.....

Nyahaa.

I'm hated here in Weirdmond!!! :D

Visual/Oshare kei/Decora is taken as something that only that "bad" kids wear... XDDD

Mostly by poeple that go to church...

wonder why I don't like church?

hmmm....

they say, "reach out to everyone"

and yet, if you dress different, they think that your some sort of kid who is just headed for trouble.

WTF?!

The people who dress like everyone else, act like everyone else, like what everyone else likes and tries to fit in HAVE NO LIFE!!!

There isn't a reason for you people to even LIVE because there are another few million people JUST LIKE YOU!!!!

OMG Zac Efforon is gay!! (Or however you spell the fkr's name)

And you know what happens if you say that around people?

People: *throw metal objects at you*

yup yup.

(If aliens landed on earth)

Aliens POV: "Holy shit!! Everyone here looks the same!!! This land is taken over by clones!! I can't tell the girls apart from each other!! They are all wearing the same make up, same hair styles!!! And all the boys look like they have mops on their heads!!!!"

I CAN'T STAND THE WAY PEOPLE ARE!!!!

If your not being to be different, you can't make a difference.

Hey everyone, lets show these people what it takes to really live!

NaNa out.

Nothing really to report....

nope.

Not in this town.

Never anything to do around here.... (;__;)

Plus it's raining today... So no walks... (TOT)

6 Days until my birthday!!! Wheeee~!!!!

I'm ubber Nyappy!!!

We are having my party in.... (*o*) 3 days!!!!!! NYAPPY!!!

(*Never really realized how close that was*)

It's not really going to be much of anything... Just a family party at DQ with Kiwi and Kaycee...

(Because the An Cafe concert was part of my birthday gift)

And that cost tons and tons of money.

*Driving from Weirdmond down to L.A. 

But yush, it was totally worth it. ^^

*getting spit on by Miku... best few seconds of my life. xD*

just kidding...

Or am I...? <__<>__>

 Yes, so for now, boredom is taking me over.... so, for my next post... I SHALL GO A TAG!!!! *O*

Those are so fun/boringashell.

So, bye bye Nyappy Everyone!!!

Nyappy Nana is Unnyappy...

I'm sure being Unnyappy happens to everyone right?

ahhh... But I think I'm getting depressed....

I'm not eating...

I'm not sleeping...

I feel sick and don't want to do anything...

... I sound like one of those "depression hurts" CMs... heh

I'm not trying to sound Emo or anything.

I'm not like that...

But Plegh.... I wish this would just stop...

I never cry but I have been lately.... wth is wrong with me...?

Anyways, Nyappyness....

My birthday is soon! ^__^;

I'll be 15 on the 4th.... Whaa~ I'm gonna be a big girl!!

how happyfull...^^

Kiwi got me a gift!!! ... A SHOXX MAGAZINE!!!

It's no longer in print and it's of Miku and Kanon

!! (and others xD)

But that made me super happy!!!! *(^/\^)* Thank you Kiwi!!

Also.... I'm working on lightening my hair sloooowwwwlllyyy. LOL

So that it won't get damaged and so that I can

 get it white and brown. (half and half)

Yee~ 

Can't wait until the day I do that!!

And I have been obsessed with hair flips!! ROFL

I love the way they look!!! whaaaa~~~~~~~

Okay that is all.

Bye bye Nyappy!!!

dumb scene kids.... xD

Me: Walking down the street. "ladeedum..."

Scene girl: Hey girl!

Me: Turns

Scene girl with friends: "Hey, love the outfit. It's Fkn!"

Me: Is wearing Oshare kei..

Ubber fail scene dude: "Yeah, but your hair and make up is off..."

Me:.... I'm not scene.....

Scene girl: "What?"

Me: *blinks at her ugliness* "I'm not scene...."

Scene boy: "okaaaay... yeah you are."

Me: *Is shocked at how dumb they are* "No... It's Oshare kei..... "

Scene girl: "Wtf is that?"

Me: "A Japanese style." *winks*

Scene boy: "Pff... Scene is better."

Me: *Thinking this stuff only happened when freaks argued over the Internet*

" .... not really."

Scene girl: "What?!"

Me: "Yo mama."

Scene girl: "BITCH!"

Me: "Bai bai Nyappy!!!" *skips off*

Really... I didn't know people did that in real life....

V______V 

I'm still shocked....

Ugly lady with ugly hair and ugly boyfriend haves traumatized me...

Stollen from Kiwi ^o^

1. What is your best friends name?
>_<>


2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
xDDD

3. What are you listening to right now?
LMFAO.... Twist and shout....

4. Whats your favorite number?
15!! :D 


5. What was the last thing you ate?
Pizza

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
hmmm... Pink I suppose?

7. How is the weather right now?
*O* lovely!


8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
Akemi. ♥

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their nose, as with everyone. xD


10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
hellz yush.

@k3M! FeR eVa Yo. xD

11. Favorite TV show? 
Anime count?

yes it doessss

Host club! Y(^O^)Y


12. Siblings?
...hehehe....

5 (to be 6) little sisters. (don't know that numba 7 will be yet though....)


13. Height?
5"7 DX


14. Hair color?
redish blond on the bottom layer and black o

n the top.


15. Eye Color?
uhm.. blueish green with gold?? xD

16. Do you wear contacts?
Nuuu~


17. Favorite Holiday?
Christmas!!! And my Birfday.


18. Month?
May. <3


19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Yeah? Pretty sure... mostly during songs. xD

20. What was the last movie you watched?
Edward scissorhands


21. Favorite Day of the Year?June 2547574545th


22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
xD No. I do all the time.

Biatch.

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
@__@ no


24. Hugs or Kisses? depends on the person....


25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate. 

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
I don't care

27. Who is most likely to respond?
Harurururururururururururururururururururururu


28. Who is least likely to respond?Yo mama.


29. What books are you reading?
*checks* The Penultimate Peril.


30. Piercings?4. 


31. Favorite movies?
..... heh. I don't really have any??

32. Favorite football Team?Hate football. >_<


33. what were you doing before this?
Sleeping. Lmao


34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?None please and sankyou.


37. Dogs or cats?
doggies. ^^


38. Favorite flower?black roses.

hellz yush.

I'm emo.

FTW


39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?xDDD nothing too bad, but yeah.

Could have been worse.


40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yees. ♥

41. Have you ever loved someone?
Yea. still do. 

loves people.

hates some people too...

42. Who would you like to see right now?
Kemi. D'X


43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Tyler?

yeah... one person.

But that's my uncle.


44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nuu~ 

fk guns.

xD

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
Never have.....


46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right. 

because I own you like that.

So Ha. 


47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Sleep on one and use 2 others and people. rofl.

48. Are you missing someone?
Yeeeessss....


49. Do you have a Tattoo?
noo.... But it'd be kinda cool to get one maybe?

50. Anybody on Blogger that you'd go on a date with?*looks around*

Don't think sooo....

NOW I post fanservice for your guilty delight!!! 8D

Gaaahhhh....

Nyappy everyone!

Whee~

Kaycee and meh lil' Kiwi came over and spent the night!!!

Nya~ I woke them up at 6:30. Whahaha 8D

We walked around the "town" and were random and waved to people in cars!! :D

Twas awesomeness....

And I decided that I shall get a JOB!

Woop woop

Yay.... I don't want one but I want money... T^T

Oh the pain....

Maybe... I could get a little one...?

Like... work 3 days a week?

That would be like... around $50 a month... or less right?

It would be more then the $5 I make for allowance. lol

(I'm not a hard-working child....)

Haha... Even Akemi says I should work for my money... So it must be true...

I still don't want to though...

MIKU IS SO CUUUTE!!!

Whaa~ It's getting hard to ignore the cuteness. xD

Maybe I'll make a fanvid someday soon....

Can you sell fanvids? *O*

Fast money!!!!

My Birthday is in... 15 days!!!

I'll be turning 15 in 15!!! OoooOOOoohhh Kakoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!

*yes I can speak more Japanese then just little words like "kawaii" and "baka"*

I'm a full blown American/Irish/German/No

rwegian/Swedish/etc Japan luva!!!

Nyaha!!!

Pfff................................................. It's su boring around here... V^V

I GET TO SEE AKEMI ON NEXT WEEK!!!!! YAY!!!!

Whaa... how long has it been...?

two weeks...?

Ew. >_<

I wish he wasn't so busy all the time.... But I guess I'm used to it now. \(ToT),/

I suppose I'm just a puppy in love huh?

haha

I'm only 14 and I'm acting like this is a mojor thing... Should I calm down I bit...? Hahaha

I brought a flower back to life with fish water.

Okay, So I got a beta fish... and he's kinda dumb.

He's ubber cool looking, but he's a really picky eater... and really mean... 

he attacked a drop of water the dripped into his bowl...

His name at the moment is Un-booda, because Mom wouldn't let me anme him Booda because Booda is fat and ugly, and he is thin and pretty...

So I shall think of a new name later. ^-^

Bai Nyappy everyone!!!

-hands out cupcakes-