*sigh*

♥~*I'm back!*~♥

Yeah it's been a little while since I've posted...kinda?

and I'm pretty sure the the last thing I should do is rant... because ranting is bad in the first place... But here I go, yet again......

Envy has always been something that get's to me.... to a point where I am absolutely livid! I can't stand the thought of my friends talking to other people, hanging out with other people, talking ABOUT other people... mostly if it's people that I don't know, or don't like.
It's really... really wrong of me to be like that... It's something I'm trying to work on... But I can't help it...

I think it's getting worse now that I only have a couple friends left around here.... others have moved away...
It makes me sad, and the way I deal with sadness is being angry... Angry all the time about tiny little things... God it's like I'm on a never-ending period don't you think? (laughs) But really... It's something that I MUST STOP!! I get mad when people even mention other people's names... (is this a form of anger issues??)

I end up taking everything out on everyone else too... And yet again, it's another bad thing for me to do.....

On top of all that, Disappointment... Not saying why I'm disappointed, because it's retarded and I can't bring myself to look any dumber then I already do...
But I've never dealt with it well.... It's something that I usually don't have to deal with because I'm pretty good at getting my way... (I'm not spoiled, just really, really talented at this. hah...) so when I do have to deal with it, I act like a spoiled brat and pout....

(laughs) I'm pretty sure my friends only like me because they've known me a loooonngggg looooooooooong time......
I don't really have any news.... or any good updates because the last few days have been pretty

~~~~~EMO~~~~~

I need to get a grip!!!! I'm confused with my actions.... because up until lately, I'm pretty level-headed....


All until later...

♥Nana~out♥

Dread falls!!!

♥Hello!!!!!♥

Sorry it's been so long... I've been busy, again, doing nothing. xD


On Sunday it was my Dad's Birthday!!!
THE BIG 4 - O!!!!!!

It was fun! Case-C and Kiwi came, and Tyler was there too. ^^



And.... my uncle Fred was there.... ((((O-O))))
He paid my little sister to shove a cupcake in my face!!!!
But I got her back..
.
My poor self.....

Also, yesterday, I made dread falls!!! (^O^)
It was my first time, so they aren't that good....
But I like them anyways!! ^O^


OH! And I dyed my hair blondish red.
GAH was I getting SICK of black hair!!! >__________<>

Nana~out!

(( Aren't Miku's pants just the sex?!?! xDD ))

~Still waiting~

Bahaha.

First off, I'm going to be able to make Mashiro's Dress from the PV ~still waiting~

It should be hard..... (<o<);

Also, My DVD still not here.....

~Still waiting~

I think that is ubberly sad, don't chu~??

I also don't know if my minions can come over this weekend or not yet.....

~Still waiting~

AND MY KANON SKETCH IS STILL NOT DONE!!!!
I haven't really been working on it... but still....

~Still working~

Bad moods rub off on me easy.... (>___<)
I try and stay happy for whoever is in that bad mood, but that just makes me worse...
So then I get grumpy TOWARDS that person, only I don't show it to them....*frowns*
Then I get all bitter and stuff.....

I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE ARE SO EASILY PEEVED!!!!!

It's impossible to work with them.
Grrrrrr

*I suppose you can guess that I'm talking to someone like that right now....*

My mood just went waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

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Soooo I guess I should stop typing now and go pout by my lonesome....

Bye bye unnyappy!

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Spillin My Guts

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Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
Noo??? I don't think so

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
Haha no.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
Yeah.... most of the time it works.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Yupperz

Ever snuck out of your house?
Yupperz

Kill or Be killed?
KILL!!!!! XD

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
..............

What did you do today?
Yo mama.

Do you like someone right this second?
Yup.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
sure. a taco lady!!! fershizzle!!!

What was the last thing you ate?
an apple

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night.

Do you snore?
How would i knoe?

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
Noooooooo

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
hide the body. :P

Do you like to spend time with people?
Yeeaaaahhhhhh

Are you hungry?
nope.

Are you a forgiving person?
Yeaaah....

When was the last time you did the dishes?
3 days ago... ewwww I hate them!!!! (>___<)

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
no. I'm too lame.

Do you want a relationship right now?
Already have one.

What are you about to do?
yo mama

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
yup... I thought I've died before.

If you could be a superhero what would you want to do?
Haha... See through Jrockers clothes. xD

Your name plus "ness"?
Nananess. xDDDD

Three feelings at the moment?
Nananess, nyappyness, horneyness. XDDDD

Done anything you regret so far in life?
O_O yeah.

Are you listening to anything?
Yuuuuuuup

Where are you right now?
Kemi. xDDD

What are you scared of?
The dark.

Last movie you watched?
Star Treck.

Last song you sang out loud?
Hahahahhaaaa........

Are you thinking of someone right now?
Yaaaaah

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Kemi

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
LOL A radio station.

Have you changed much this year?
hmmm... a bit.

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
Bend.

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Lulz. Yes......

Do you speak any other language?
hmmm... a tiny itsy bitsy....

Do you dress for style or comfort?
Style!!! comfort doesn't matter.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Yeah.

What's the craziest thing you've done?
LOL Fucked Jay-sii's leg. xDDDDDD

Favorite color(s)?
piiink and white and bloooo

What is your favorite Nickelback song?
Hahaha. Animals.. it's funny

What are you looking forward to this summer?
Nothing... my summer is going to be Soooo laaameeeee

Last time you smiled?
Hahaha... like, just now.

If you could choose any fate what would you choose?
Secret. (^x^)

If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
Secret. (^x^)

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yet another survey

Neerrrr...

I never get bored of doing these...

So narcisistic. xD

Dare To Tell

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What type of day are you having?
lame....

Was there anyone who "made your day"?
Nuuu~

Are you liking how you look today?
I'm sexy. ;P

Do you have anyone crushing on you?
mmm.. maybe??

Have you ever eaten a bug?
Hahaha sadly yes.

Are you vegeterian?
no. MEAT!!!!

When was the last time you kissed someone?
like.... yesterday?

Have you ever had something stuck between your teeth, but no one decided to tell you?
XDD probably. how would i know if they didn't tell me??

Are you a mother or a father?
A mother. xD

When was your last paycheck?
<.<>

How many pets do you have?
2.

What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Whatever is in the bathroom.

Are you closer to being rich or poor?
I'M EFFING POOR!!!

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Hellz yush. xD Even if there isn't enough room I will. hahaha

What was the last gift someone gave you?
LOL Mt. Dew!!! XD

Do you appreciate that person?
Like hell

Are you on any type of drugs?
yeah... like all of them.

Are you in love?
Like a puppy

Have you ever been in love?
like a puppy

Do you even believe in love?
like a puppy

How many things are you really thinking about right now?
PUPPIES ARE!! 8D

Did you talk to anyone you didn't like today?
LOL yeah. He's a fkkn jerk. ;)

Do you like picnics?
depends on the day.

Have you finished school yet?
Nooooo

What is/was your worst subject?
math

What's your father's middle name?
Alan

Are you American?
yeah.

Who are you voting for?
Miyavi and Miku

Do you like Bush?
Only ones with berries.

Was his name even worth capitalizing?
your kinda annoying....

What kind of mood are you in?
annoyed.

Are you waiting for anything?
YES!!! WHERE THE HECK IS MY DVD??!!

Are you going to bed after this?
Hah.. nooo

Have you ever watched fahrenheit 9/11?
no.

McCain or Obama?
Miyavi

Where were you september 11. 2001?
I really have no idea... home I think.

What book are you currently reading?
Noooone

What song did you last listen to?
Respect Mommy - An Cafe

What movie is in your DVD player?
none

How many windows are open in your computer?
4

Are you a very stressed out person?
Not really....

How old is your mom?
500

Has your mom ever been on television or in the paper?
Yeah

Are you single?
No

Do you have a beach house?
NO

Where do you live?
STALKER!!!!

Did you honestly miss Melrose place?
huh?

Do you ever watch Bold and the beautiful?
Hahahaa never!

Do you sometimes watch the news?
never!

Have you ever seen a UFO?
Yeah... a billon times!!! I've been in one you know!!!

Do you believe in aliens?
I know a few

Do you like Jerry Springer?
NO.

Have you ever been to world trade center?
hahaha nooo

What is your favorite magazine?
ShoxX bis i would have to say.... or Fools Mate.

How many times have you gone to a foreign country?
Is Canada foregin?

When will you next go on a plane?
Never....

When did you last go on a plane?
never.....

Do you watch football sundays?
NOOOOOOOOO

Do you read Perez Hilton?
Hahaha no

What are your thoughts on Disney Channel?
Those kids should stick their heads up a cow's ass

Have you taken all the cool quizzes on QuizPox.com ?
Lol. no.

Do you like Techno?
Some

Do you like Dr.Phil?
He's uuugggneeehhhhhh

Do you like Oprah?
She's ugleh too.

Do you ever want to get married?
LOOK A CHICKEN

What is your favorite country?
Japan. fer shiitz.

Do you like animals?
sometimes....

Do you like High school musical?
again about the cow's ass....

Are the Jonas brothers cute?
They look like a cow's ass.

Do you have an ipod?
No. MP3. They are less money. Easer to get free moosic. xDDD

Do you watch TV alot?
Noooo

Are you afraid of the dark?
Hellz yes.

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Daughter. XDDD

All About My Daughter

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Her full name is:
Kristina (sp??) Robinson

Her birthday is:
Feb 1st

Her astrological sign is:
who cares?? rofl

She was born in:
Gu----- can't spell it. haha

I pushed for:
O_O 0 hours... lmao

Labor with my daughter lasted:
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAAHHAA

She weighed:
Who knows?

Her hair was:
black?

She looks more like:
.....??

Her eye color is:
Brown

Her room is decorated in:
a lot of things....

Her favorite toy is:
Takuya. XD

Her favorite snack/food is:
steak?

Her favorite show to watch is:
Cosby is one

She sleeps:
with Takuya

Her mommy's name is:
Nana

Her daddy's name is:
Miku/Kemi

Who visited you in the hospitol?
Obama

Did you have a baby shower?
hellz yush

Was she a planned pregnancy?
............haha

Does she have any siblings?
yeeeaaah

Do you plan to give her more siblings?
...... no plans... haha

Is she a mommy's girl or daddy's girl?
haha both

Did you breast feed?
OMHFG!!!!!!

Milestones

What was her 1st word?
Takuya

When did she 1st roll over?
i dunno... but it was on Takuya

When did she 1st sit up?
when she was 4347257527

When did she start walking?
when she was 21534725472

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Best buddies quiz

Have you ever ________ with your best friends.
List randomly 4 of your friends.
then answer the question.
1. Kiwi
2. KC
3. Kemi
4.KJay-sii. xDDD


1: Have you ever danced with number 2?
Nooo

2: Where did you meet number 3 at??
Wal-mart. XDD

3: Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?
hahaha.
no

4: Have you ever been to number 4's house?
fersheezy

5: Have you ever hung out with all of your TOP four at the same time?
DDDDD:
Nuu~
*sob*

6: Have you ever gone shopping with 2?
heck yush. XD

7: Have you ever hated anyone on your top four?
Yeah
I hate them all. XDD

8: Have you met number 3's family?
Yeah~
Hahaha

9: Do you know number 1's middle name?
mmm... I thinks so

10: Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4?
haha.
Yeah.


11: Do you trust number 1?
Yuppeee

12 Have you and number 1 ever got into a fight?
more then one foolz.

13: Have you ever fought with # 2?
nooo?

14: When's the last time you talked to 3 in person?
Like...
4 days agoo?

15: Is any of your top 4 family?
YEah
numba one is meh daughter
numba two is my niece
numba 3 is meh hubby
numba 4 is my brotha.

16: How long have you known number 4?
less then a year.

18: Have you ever slept in the same bed with 3?
uhm.....

19: Do you think u and 4 would make a good couple?
EWWWWWWW.
xDDD

20: Would 1 do anything for you?
Most anything

21: Has 2 ever helped you?
yupperz

22: Have you ever slept in the same bed with number 4?
ewwwww
yeah. haha

23: Out of your top 4 which one would you say you talk to the most?
Nymba 2

24: Who have you known the shortest?
Numba 4

27: Have you ever done anything illegal with number 2?
YEah
All the time
We're wanted in 5 countries.
Including India.

28: Will 1 - 4 repost this?
1 might

29: Who have you known the LONGEST?
mmm
2!

30: Do you love any of them?
I LOVE THEM ALL!!!! (see #7)

Best Miku picture ever....

It Is!!!!

But for some reason I can't stand to look at if for too long... haha
hahaha
So sickly cute.... XDDDDD

It's totally sad really how I can't look at this picture for too long....
I don't know why either...
haha
I laugh every time i see it though..
ROFL

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Bye Nyappy!!!
NaNa~out

confused Nana...

Mmm...

I never really know if I'm nyappy or not anymore??
It's like I'm trying to be happy, but wont admit I'm not.....

Sugar Sweet... Miku x Takuya

-Go-
Sweet, sweeter than sugar, that saccharine sweet.
I’d swear I could taste it on my lips as I watch him, his movements so fluid and purposeful, not wasting a beat, everything he does holding a purpose and a cause; still all the while that smile, that ever present smile stays on his face.
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if that’s him or if it’s a façade, but every time I find myself reassuring my own mind that he’s as sincere as he seems- as sincere as I desperately want him to be; god he seems so perfect to me.
I can hardly breathe with him this close, just in front of me, my eyes moving slowly over his face, his lips forming words and songs so flawlessly, and I can’t help but feel weak- maybe inferior here next to him. 
My fingers freeze on the strings of my guitar for a second, and I curse myself mentally for being so easily distracted. I’ll never catch up to him at this rate.
It seems, though, that my slip-up was more pronounced than I thought; he stops, turning to face me, as do the others, and he alone speaks- he says my name.
“Are you alright?” he asks.
He sounds concerned. He sounds concerned for me and I almost feel like I couldn’t ask for anything more in the entire world.
I realize a few seconds later that I’m supposed to answer- good one, I know.
“U-uh, yeah, I’m fine, I’m just a little… ah, out of it, I guess.” I reply, shaking my head and forcing myself to smile. As much as I love knowing he’s concerned about me, I don’t want to be a burden on everyone. That’s not what I joined for, after all.
He looks like he’s thinking for a second, his lips pulled down into a semi-frown, his eyebrows furrowed, the tip of his thumb touching his chin, all just for a second, before his usual cheerful face reappeared, and he spoke again.
“Alright everyone, I think that’s good for today,” he says. He doesn’t command anyone, but everyone does as he suggests, no questions asked. 
I start packing up along with everyone else, crouching down and putting my guitar back in it’s case, and pulling the straps on the case shut when I hear footsteps- his footsteps, behind me.
I double check that the straps are secure before I turn to face him, straightening and pulling my guitar case up with me.
“Hey.” He says simply, when we’re face to face.
I can feel my heart beating almost painfully in my chest and I don’t know what to do or what to say. I open my mouth to say something that probably won’t make any sense, but he speaks first.
“What’s up?”
“I…” I start out, not really sure how to respond. Suddenly I want to be gone; I want to be out of this situation before I say something stupid that I’ll end up regretting. 
“Nothing, really.” I say back quietly, sidestepping him, intending to walk away.
“Hey,” he says quickly, reaching out and grabbing my arm before I can leave. The spot on my skin where he’s touching- just below the sleeve of my t-shirt- feels hot like his hand is burning me.
“Wanna go get something to eat with me? I’m starving.” He says, smiling.
I swear my heart skipped a beat when he said it, and I turn to look at him skeptically.
What’s this all of a sudden?
“What about the others?” I ask, gesturing across the studio to our three other band mates who are all standing together, talking.
He raises an eyebrow, releasing his grip on my arm, his hand falling back to his side.
“What about them?” he asks.
I blink, not sure exactly what to say. He takes over for me in the talking department again, and I’m thankful.
“So are you in?”
“Sure.” I say, not really thinking. I wish I did, though, a second later.
Great, I think, I can barely speak coherently to him in a normal setting, now we’re going off together with just us so I can… what? Be more awkward? Awesome. Fantastic choice.
“Oh? Good, then.” He says, grinning widely, resting his arm on my shoulder and talking cheerfully, “You seemed like you might say no! Good, good. Anyway, I know this awesome dessert place not too far from here. They’ve got the best…”
He keeps talking and I feel my palms getting sweaty. Why am I so nervous? We work together every day, right? We speak every day on perfectly normal basis. Why, when it’s just the two of us- why when I most want to be able to talk to him, do I have the most trouble doing it?

~♥~

Fifteen minutes or so later, we’re inside a small café nearby, and he’s got hold of my arm as he peers through the glass display case at the front counter.
He looks like a child, his eyes belaying his excitement, brought on by the mere sight of the fancy confectionary. He definitely isn’t the hard-to-please type.
“Do you eat desserts much?” he asks me as he eyes one of the cakes in the display hungrily.
“Mm…” I say softly, “Not often, no. When I do it’s usually puddings and stuff like that.”
“Ah? Hmm… wanna try something new?” he asked, looking thoughtful.
“Sure. What’ve you got in mind?”

~♥~

I looked down at the food on the table in front of us when we sat down, more than a little skeptical. I wasn’t exactly the most adventurous person in the world, but he’d insisted I try some weird foreign cake that he loves, and of course, being the me who can’t turn him down, I agreed immediately.
“Well?” he said, almost impatiently, “Aren’t you going to try it? It’s really good, I promise!”
I give in, cutting off a piece of the cake in front of me with the edge of my fork, spearing it and sticking it in my mouth.
It’s sweet- ridiculously sweet; it tastes like coffee and rum and cinnamon all at once.
“Welllll?” he says anxiously, watching me with anticipation.
“…Nn.” I say, looking away to avoid his gaze while I finish, and when I do I announce my verdict.
“It’s good.”
He smiles excitedly when I say this, so I add, “It’s really good.”
“I know, right! I knew you’d like it!”
I can’t help but smile now, and I feel a lot more at ease as he reaches over and steals a bit of my cake.

~♥~

“That’s good, but if you hold it a little longer, you’ll get a better sound. Put your hand a little higher too – yeah, that should be perfect.” I instructed, watching intently as he positioned his hand on the neck of the guitar that he held.
After we’d finished eating, I got up and I went to leave- to go home, but he grabbed my arm just like earlier and stopped me again.
”Hey” he’d said quickly, as if he thought I was going to bolt for the exit, “are you busy after this?”
I paused to think this time, but even if I’d had a reason to turn him down, at this point, I didn’t want to.
I shook my head.
“I’m not busy.”
His expression brightened considerably, and his grip on my arm loosened, but he didn’t let go.
“Really? Well that’s good. I wanted to know if you wanted to come back home with me, since I live near here. You’re really good at playing the guitar, and I wanted you to teach me some. Is that okay?”
I think I looked startled or something, because his expression fell, like he thought I’d say no, so I spoke up quickly. I didn’t like to see him look that way.
“Of course. It’s no problem.”
And so no less than twenty minutes later, we ended up here, sitting on the couch in his living room with my arm over his shoulder, my hand on top of his, positioning it on the neck of the guitar.
“Riiight” he says, looking down at the way I’d positioned his fingers, “it makes sense that it’d work that way. You definitely know your stuff.”
I shake my head quickly, “Nah, it’s not much; it’s just some stuff I picked up on while I practiced."
He looks surprised.
“You must practice a lot.”
I nod, “Quite a bit, yeah.”
“I can tell.” He says, strumming lightly on the guitar strings, “I play quite often, but I’ve never managed to pick up on this kind of stuff.”
“You’re a quick learner, though.”
I lean over, reaching forward to reposition his fingers again, but he lets go of the guitar suddenly, and grabs my wrist, looking hesitant for a split second before leaning forward, his lips brushing against mine briefly. He pulls back, watching my face, presumably to see my reaction.
My reaction doesn’t come for a couple of seconds though, since what happened doesn’t register in my brain right away. I freeze up for a second he kissed me then when it hits me 

He kissed me I feel my face heat up he kissed me?! And I turn away no way! Tilting my head down for real? Letting my hair fall forward he really did to conceal the redness that’s spreading across my face HEKISSEDME.
Neither of us say a word for a few seconds, but the tense silence (aside from the very confused internal monologue in my head) starts to bother me.
“Why’d… you do that?” I manage to say finally.
“Is it bad?” he asks, “That I did it, I mean?”
I shake my head vigorously. It’s definitely NOT bad.
“Then…” he says slowly, “is it bad if I do it again?”
I shake my head again, hardly able to breathe but managing to quietly mumble something like “…not bad…”
“That’s good,” he says, a grin creeping across his face as he slides the guitar off his lap and onto the floor, then leans towards me, “because I’d like to.”
I turn back to face him, and he reaches forward, brushing the hair out of my face before capturing my lips with his once more.
This time, it’s not quite as much of a shock, and I have time to savor the sensation of his lips on my own, he and I locked together here on his smaller-than-I-would’ve-expected living room couch with his fingers running lightly through my hair.
And somehow, through it all, I manage to notice something. I don’t know if it’s from the cake he ate earlier, maybe it’s from that sheer vanilla lip-gloss he keeps using, or maybe it’s something else entirely. No matter what the case, I can’t help but notice that he tastes the way I’d always thought he would.
A taste that I’m sure belongs to him and only him in the entire world.
Sweet, sweeter than sugar, that saccharine sweet.

A/N:
For those who read this and decide to foolishly assume that after the story ended, they totally shagged each other right there on that couch? 
You're WRONG. 
They stopped making out and decided that being gay wasn't the right Christian thing to do, and opted instead to play a nice wholesome game of Scrabble. 
Ha-HA.

big site dream....

Nyaa~

So On the 17th, (in Japan) And cafe is having this big concert thing happening with a big announcement... And no one really knows what it is...

.

Teruki keeps mentioning bad news, but besides that they all seem nyppy about it....

So I have no idea what it is!!! (OxO);

But last night I had a dream that....

(bum bum bum)

Bou was there!! \(^o^)/

Wouldn't that just be awesome?!

I'm not one of those people who are all "Awww BOUUU!!! WHY MUST HE HAD LEFT?!?! I hate Takuya and Yuuki!!! BOU MARRY ME!!!!!"

Noooo... I hate it when people do that....

But I still think it would be really cool if they brought him into this live somehow....

(fat chance though)

But he looked all cute and whatnot. ^^

OKAY, So yesterday, DADDY GOT ME A HUUUUUGE DRAWING PAD!!!!!

{LIKE THIS BIG!}---->(((\(OoO)/)))

That will be sure to keep be busy...

I wanna draw Exo-Chika from Aural Vampire!!!! 

Give her my thanks for singing Shonana Zoku ~Cannibal Coast~

It's a really cool song!

Anyways, all that's new around here... ^^

BYE NYAPPY!!!

NaNa~Out

Nyappy birthday to mee~

yupps.

Today is my birthday. ^^ So now I yam 15. (woop woop!)

Ahh..~

But nothing about today is special, and I don't really mind that...

I just mind the fact that my summer will suuuuuck.....

I get to spend time with my two LEAST favorite reletives. (one isn't even a relitive...)

And then it's all over....

I'll be sitting at home bored, because my friends will all be busy with everything...

Kiwi gets her exchange student, so her and Kaycee will be hanging out with her...

And Kaycee will also be going to camp...

I have nothing to look forward too....

no matter how hard I try to think of something... there isn't anything...

T____T

I'll probably get totally upest during the summer....

Not even the fair is going to be fun, coz I have no one to go with...

So I probably wont go....

My lucky ass friends...

Obama

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...
aren't there. xD

2. I've come to realize that my hair...
needs to be washed more often

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I'm hitting old ladies

4. I've come to realize that I need...
my hair to get redone

5. I've come to realize that my heart....
is nyappyish?

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
people glare at me. O_O

7. I've come to realize that when I'm mad....
I hurt my throat

8. I've come to realize that cash....
is something I almost have none of. xD

9. I've come to realize that certain people....
are better at decora then I...

10. I've come to realize that I'll never be...
black


11. I've come to realize that drugs....
are BAD!

12. I've come to realize that the perfect boyfriend...
hops through my window.

13. Ive come to realize that my cell phone...
is something I want

14.I've come to realize when i woke up this morning...
My dad was singing happy birthday

15. I've come to realize that last night before i went to sleep...
I was being huggled. (^//^)

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about.........
being huggled. nyaha

17. I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace...
I have nothing... (V__V)
18. I've come to realize that yesterday....
needed to be better....

19. I've come to realize that today...
ID MY BIRTHDAY!!! ^O^

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
I want to SLEEP

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow....
Will be boring

22. I've come to realize that I really want to....
finish that dumb Kanon sketch

24. I've come to realize that I love....
my fish. xD

25. I've come to realize that this weekend....
was cool. ^^

26. I've come to realize the best music to listen to...
Is better then yours.

27. I've come to realize that some friends...
are sexy

28. I've come to realize that this year....
is dramatic. xD

29. I've come to realize that I will always....
not be black

30. I've come to realize that time....
goes by way too slow when your waiting for something...

Y(^ω^)Y

I just sneezed.

So, I'm bored right now... awating the return of my little minions. ^___^

KIWI AND KAYXEE ARE ON THERE WAAAY!!!

Kind of.

I dunno if they have even left the house yet... and they were supposed to be here *checks* 5 minues ago... ((\(ToT)/))

Yeah, so I'm totally Decora today, and it's awesome. ^^

Haven't gone full decora for a while now... It's so fun too!!

(But my minnie mouse ears are cutting into my head. /o\)

TODAY ISH MEH BIRDAY PARTY!!!!

So Nyappyfull!!!

I'm looking forward to Ice cream cake. (^o^)

I wonder what I'll be getting... (hmmmmmmmmmmmm)

YAY!!! Kiwi just IMed me saying they are leaving the house!!!

Yupps, so they should be here in like... 15 mins. ^^

Yups that's right... my bestest buddies live 15 minutes away...

*sob sob*

It's so sad.... ;___;

I now I will write until they get here... nyahahaha

This will be a forever long Post, so please forgive me....

Okay, So I just took a couple minute break to change leggings..... ^__^

I GOT BLUE RAINBOU ONES!!!! 8D

Yaaay!!!!!

Hmmm.....

I think that G-ma may get me a MP3 for meh Birthday??

I hope so, coz at the comcert, I think I stepped on mine...

It broke...

It lived for about...  3 years maybe?? 

Perhaps only two.... but I enjoyed all my time i has with it. ^^

I had only..... like, 300 songs on it.. (^o^);/

But I also had a lot of An cafe videos/comments/and a whole concert!!! ^O^

*mega cafekko*

So I gave up most of my space to them...

I had EVERY SINGLE SONG OF THEIRS!!!

Unless like, they have some songs that they didn't show to the public...

I'm so proud. ^^

And yet, everything I worked for is gone... V___V

Thankfully, I have found a place that will let me get those songs again. ^^

Anywhooooo

My crazy druggy aunt is going to be at the party too... 

*sob sob*

She's a basket case (as my mother calls her)

I don't even know what it means! \(^O^)/

I only like ketchup on my Cheeseburger....

I don't think Mom will be getting me anything??

Because the concert was my gift.

And I don't think my sisters will either... heh

A couple years ago I got one of my sisters a lollipop for her birthday...

^^;

I almost feel bad now..... BUT When she runs by my door and bangs on it for no reason but to be annoying, I think she deserved it...

I drew a couple I know as Onigiri!!! :D :D

Yeah, it's cuuuute. ^^

Uhmmmm..... OH When meh minions get here, we will open a tiny little flat gift that we got in ze mail...

*feels it*

I think it's just a little piece of paper....

o__________O;

That would be typical of who sent it...

To send us paper.... xDD

Yeah, but will my little minions EVER BE HERE?!?!?!?!

*sobs*

They aren't here yet!!!

WHAT IF THEY DIED!!!!!?!?!?!

What if a gumdrop kitty eated them!?! (inside joke)

*looks out window*

...they aren't here...

I think themz are ded.

ded.

ded.

ded.

ded....

As dead as Teruki death...

*eats a quackum*

ZOMHFG!!!!!

I LUFFS QUACKUMS!!!

They are like little goldfish, only better, AND THEMZ ARE DUCKIES!!!!

~^o^~

They are like,

"NYAHA!!!! HE PWN GOLDFISH!!!"

and then do....

pwned.

What does that even mean???

is it like owned??

O_O;

I've never known what it mean...

I don't speak spanish...

Really though, it's not my fault this post is so long...

It's my minions.

They aren't here yet...

Because they are dead.

So I will be writing forver and ever and ever and ever from here on to ever!!!!

I have string cutting into the back of my ears... (;__;)

My mask is going to leave a mark....

I only have 9 Mangas.....

Isn't that sad? 

I haves,

.Hack//Legend of the Twilight (better then your dumb twilight) ~3 books~

LOVE*COM

Vampire knight 3-4

Ouran Host club 2

Kitchen princess 6

and that is it...

The end...

AND THEN 

I have some Shojo beats!!! :D

Do themz count??

OKAY REALLY!!

My minions need to get here....

They have made this post as long as Teruki's nose.

(luffs the dude, but he has a long nose)

So far Teruki has been brought up twice....

Kaycee luvs Teruki.

There three times.

Bwahaha.

hmmmmm...

I have become ubberly gud at Guitar Hero III on my mom's cell phone. xDD

Yeah

I beat the game

and now I have nothing to do with it but play the same songs over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

and over

again.

Really, I'm just killing time now...

I need my minions to get here...

WHAT IS TAKING THEM SO LONG!!!!!

They said they would be here @ 2ish...

it's 2:42....

yeah

How meanie pants...

and don't you remember when I said that they were 5 minutes late?

Yeah

That's how long I have been working on this post...

FOREVER!!!!!!

OMGOMGOGMOGMGOM THEY ARE HERE!!!!!

*runs to greet them*

BAI NYAPPY