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So much sleep.....

Okay... so my hell has officially started.


And I begun it by sleeping 15 hrs.

I went out with Yuka (will update about that later)

Got back at 6 ish.. fell asleep and woke up at 8 AM the next day.... Or so I thought?

Turns out I only slept 2 hrs......
OMG it's so weird.... if felt like forever....
and it looked like it was early in the morning... O_O;

I'm so out of it right now....
I just want to lay in bed and rot away...
DX
I'm sitting here wondering if I'm going to get worse and if I can recover after they get back....

Also, nerves about Kristi's Japanese girl are strangely getting to me...
Like, I don't even know what I'm worried about...
just her in general I guess.
I want to meet her kinda..
because it would be fun and the only way to see them for the month....
but on the other hand I'm so envious that they got to have a girl from Japan come, when we couldn't for no reason at all....
So that's getting to my head...
because they are having a great summer at those goddamned camps, and they get to have the girl come and go to crap and see their friends...
when I sit here, with NOTHING to do....
It's really depressing, and I fucking hate it.
I just want to scream it makes me so mad!!!!

I can't get anything to cheer me up and I let everything upset me....



I have a feeling that I might have to be drug to see them by force...

So here is a message to you guys.

if your trying to get me to come over and I'm refusing, just come to my house.
I promise I'll be here.
probably in my room, odds are on my bed pouting.

I'm not good at being a bitch face to face.



I'm off to make stuff for Kumoricon.

bye.

Photoshoot.

I hate my face. XP

I have some weird-ass photoshoot randomly planned... <___<
Not really looking forward to it...
Don't really know how it got planned even... (O_O);

But the photographer wants to start out with me MAKE-UPLESS!!!!!!!!! Not happening~ XD
He's a fool for thinking he could do that.

I'm getting paid rather then having to pay though~ which is good. XDDD

perhaps I'll post the pics up??? (^^);;
only if I like them though. ahaha

Random Internet conversation time!!

Nana: holy fyuck
Yuka: Holy vagina
Nana: Ew.
Yuka: you know it.
Nana: I heard that Edward Cullen has a vagina.
Yuka: omfg really?!?!
Nana: Yup. he shags men.
Yuka: You mean men shag him.
Nana: that
Yuka: omhg, he has boobs!!!
Nana: ew. too far.
Yuka: Too far?
Nana: too far.
Yuka: right. I'm done.
Nana: Gud.

END

We talk like bitches coz we are. Bahahaha~
She has now officially labeled me as her boyfriend.
Coz we're girlfriend type people. XDDDD


*Perverted Nana will leave now*

Bye Nyappy!!!

Just because.....

Takuya was woken up suddenly by a random loud noise outside. He heard rain drops hit the window that let in no moonlight and then the loud noise, thunder, again.
He laid in bed for a minute and closed his eyes to try to drift back to sleep when he noticed an unusual silence beyond the pounding thunderstorm. Patting his hand over the other side of the bed, he realized that the blond that usually slept beside him was not there.
The guitarist forced his tired body out of the queen-sized bed, stumbling out of the bedroom in search of the vocalist. Takuya couldn't help but become a bit worried, even though he really had no reason to.
He knew that Miku, while often childish, wouldn't randomly leave without telling him or leaving a note, so he was most likely somewhere in their small apartment.
'But still...'
Takuya certainly couldn't help but let his worried thoughts run wild.
Which was the reason his head collided with the wall before him, a small thud echoing throughout the short hallway. Takuya rubbed his forehead, which, as a result, was now as red as his hair. Embarrassed, he looked to his left and a dim light that he'd been too preoccupied to notice before came into view.

Squinting from the transition of pitch-blackness to light, he shuffled forward, as if the light was guiding him like the wild North Star, putting the guitarist in a trance until he felt something under his bare foot that didn't match the smooth surface of the hardwood floor. Stepping back, he picked it up to find it was a crumbled-up piece of paper. Takuya walked over to the source of the now brighter light, while still trying to get his eyes to adjust, and held the paper under the small lamp, smoothing it out as best as he could.

But yet again, he was cut short by a moan coming from beyond the little end table that separated the couch from Takuya. He looked past the table to see even more paper balls surrounding the couch, and occupying the couch was a sleeping Miku covered with more paper.
Takuya let out a little chuckle at the sight, as well as a sigh of relief that he really was here.
He collected the balls of paper from the floor and from Miku, and there seemed to be way more than what he first thought.
Miku emitted another tired moan midway through Takuya's task, turning over toward the open room and sending a snowfall of debris down off of him, while Takuya, who had been collecting as quietly and gently as he could, was now trying his hardest not to wake up his lover with his stifled laughs.
Takuya covered his mouth with one hand, while having a load of paper balls in the other.
Curious again, he dropped the bundle he had into a neat little pile on the floor and randomly picked a ball out from the center. The light was just good enough so he could catch the title...kind of.
Love Song
For You
I Love You
Takuya's Song
''Takuya's Song'?' It was clear that Miku had been up all night writing lyrics, something he'd done many times before, but Takuya had never seen this many stumps, as Miku called them with the reason being that they were ideas that had him stumped, scattered about, and he'd certainly never seen his name, or any name directly, on the blond's lyrics. Takuya felt himself blushing, for he knew that from the previous titles, Miku was trying to write a song for Takuya.
Nothing else was written on that piece of paper, so Takuya picked another piece, this one having a doodle on it rather than lyrics.
It looked to be made up mostly of absent-minded swirls, but in the center, he saw a drawing of a rabbit. He turned and saw that same rabbit as the black and gold charm that hung around Miku's neck as he lay sleeping. Now Takuya was smiling, though he wasn't sure why, but picked up a third paper and saw a title that wasn't crossed out:
Just Because
He froze. It was like a puzzle that had been solved, and the younger welled up with happiness for the other's kindness, for Miku thought the other's gift special enough to be a song for all to hear:

~*~*~*~*~
"Takuya-kuuun...Can I open my eyes now?" Miku pouted. He was told to cover his eyes- no peeking- and had been impatiently waiting for 5 minutes. All that was given as a reply was a snicker from Takuya.
Miku slouched, defeated, from where he sat on the couch, pretending to be sad, but Takuya was in the other room and didn't see Miku's playful sadness. "Be patient just a second longer, Miku-san! I promise it will be worth it!"
"Okay, okay..." He bounced his legs up and down for a moment of entertainment when Takuya's footsteps reached his ears. "Miku-san, what on earth are you doing?"

Miku stopped to answer. "You were taking forever, I was dying of boredom!" Careful while standing up, he stuck his tongue out at the redhead playfully when he was fully upright.
Again, Miku just got a laugh from Takuya, which made Miku smile. He loved to make the other laugh, he seemed so much more happy when he wasn't shy. "So, Takuya-kun, what's this surprise you've been torturing me with?" He asked in an exaggerated tone.

Suppressing a chuckle, Takuya answered, "You can open your eyes and see now."
Quickly he pulled his hands away from his eyes, only to pull them back to rub them of the violent attack they'd endured from the light. Once his eyes adjusted, they fixated on a small black box in Takuya's hands. He tilted his head to the side, curious and confused.
"What is it?"
"You'll never know unless you open it."
Takuya smiled at Miku's enthusiasm, and Miku smiled when he'd gotten permission to open it. He took the box, lifted the cover and gasped under his breath.
"Takuya..."
"I, umm, I know you've been looking for Kawayusu Rock things, and I thought this might be something you like...do you like it?"
Takuya's playfulness was overlapped with a new bit of concern.
"...Takuya-kun, this is... amazing..."
Miku was stunned.
He held up a thin gold chain from the box, and on the end of the chain was a little black rabbit with gold ears and a gold tail covered in little sparkles. But what really took Miku's breath away was the pair of piercing ruby red eyes that the little rabbit had. He tore his gaze from the charm to look at Takuya. "I love it! This much have cost you a fortune..."
Takuya shrugged. "I guess, but it's not big deal."

"Are you kidding? Of course it is- But, how come you got this for me? It's not any special day or anything..."
"Just because."
His face was glowing with excitement, as was Miku's, and it wasn't long until he took the smaller in his arms and held him close while still holding the necklace in his fist. He rested his head atop Takuya's, which was taking its place against Miku's chest. "I love it so much," Miku whispered just loud enough for Takuya to hear and no one else, "Thank you. This is the nicest thing that I've ever received."
"Really?"
"Mm-hmm."
Miku pulled back, because he had a feeling that the guitarist was blushing after that, and he was right; Takuya's face was bright red, stuck at a nervous smile. Miku took his turn at chuckling.
"Oh," Takuya said suddenly. "Here, I'll help you put it on if you want."
"Yeah, sure." He flashed a smile to Takuya as he gave him the necklace.
He looped it around the vocalist's neck and had no problem nimbly hooking the clasp of the necklace. He stood back and admired it and its occupant.
"Wow, Takuya-kun! Very Kawayusu Rock!"
Miku grinned. And before he had time to say anything, Takuya felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist and his lips meeting the other's. Takuya's eyes widened in surprised and didn't move for a moment, but soon gladly accepted and kissed back, enjoying the warm sensation on his lips, and inwardly loving the thrill of the sudden haste behind the kiss.
They both pulled away after another handfuls of seconds, when suddenly Miku dipped in again to give another quick kiss, but adding a soft bite to the younger's full bottom lip, making him let out a moan mixed in with another surprised gasped, all to the smirking blonde’s satisfaction.

"Miku-san...w-what was that for?"
He raised his fingers to his bottom lip, touching the imaginary mark.
Miku grabbed the wandering hand and embraced it in his own, lacing his fingers with Takuya's, and said simply, "Just because," with a wink.
Flustered by all of the things that had just happened, Takuya could find nothing else to do but smile as he took the older man in his arms again, feeling on top of the world.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Never in a million years would Takuya have thought that his little gift from that morning would make such an impact on the vocalist that he would write a song about him. He wasn't sure how to react to that, but nothing could bring him down from his happy cloud at that point.
Yawning, the guitarist ran a hand through his hair lazily and decided that he didn't want to be in the cold room surrounded by booming thunder and gun-shot rain. He wanted to stay with Miku, in his warmth. Takuya crawled over to Miku's sleeping form, now on his back as when Takuya had found him, his hand on his collarbone by the necklace. Seeing the exposed patch of milky white skin, Takuya gently grazed his hand over it, loving the feeling of the other's skin on his own. Like Miku had been, Takuya was soon captivated by the rabbit's shimmering pair of ruby eyes, and before he knew it, he found his hand reaching out to hold the rabbit, until another hand suddenly shot up and grasped Takuya's, making him gasp, thinking that Miku was still asleep.
"Takuya-kun?" Miku asked groggily, followed by a yawn.
Trying to shake off the shock from Miku's sudden actions, Takuya whispered, "I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you."
"Eh? Oh, I was awake already, just, I think..." Miku shifted uncomfortably, "I think I'm laying on my pen..."
Takuya giggled. "Were you out here all night?"
"Yeah...I was inspired, so I went out here to write lyrics. I couldn't very well let the inspiration be defeated by sleep. Mikusuke never lets sleep get the best of him..." He said triumphantly. "...Most of the time..."
"You know I get worried when you push yourself, Miku-san," Takuya said, but with a little smile.
"I was gonna work in bed, but you looked so cute sleeping, I'd feel bad waking you up," Miku reached over and lightly pinched the younger's cheek, which Takuya playfully swatted away.
After they'd finished laughing, Takuya picked up the last stump that he had read, and read over it again. "You were...writing a song for me?"
The blond, who was previously rubbing his eyes to stay awake, froze. "Uhh...how do you know it was for you?"
Takuya crawled a couple of paces back to the pile, found the first stump he'd picked up, and handed it to Miku.
Miku looked over the paper and blushed. "Oh...well, yeah. But I didn't want you to see it now, I was gonna surprise you." He pouted.
"Well, I'm guessing I would've found out the next morning with all of these papers sprawled all over the place."
"Well, I was planning on waking up before you...somehow." He ran a hand through his hair much like Takuya had done moments before, while the redhead was still kneeling in front of him, looking at the lyrics again, and then back at the older man.
"You...you didn't have to do this for me..."
Miku looked back at Takuya with an uncharacteristic serious look on his face. "Why not?"
"I-I don't know, I guess...just, if it's because of the necklace, you really don't need to-"
"Who said it was because of that?"
Takuya was caught off guard, sure that the necklace was the reason behind the mounds of paper on the floor beside him. "W-what?"
Slowly, Miku sat up on the couch. "I didn't say I was writing it because of that."
"Th-then...why-"
"Just because."
Those words again. Takuya wondered how those little words, even when said so many times that day for so many different reasons, could still hold such a meaning to him, how they still made him flustered, his heart beat faster. "Miku..."
The vocalist leaned over and cupped Takuya's warm cheek in his hand and slowly stroked it with his thumb. "I'm not just saying that because it's the song, or because that's what you said earlier, I mean it. When you gave me this today," He grabbed the charm and tenderly held it in his other hand, "It just made me realize that much more how lucky I am to have someone like you to call my own. Even though we've only been together for a couple of months, you've made them the best months of my life. I was writing this as my way of saying 'Thanks', yeah, but I'm also writing it just because I can, and because I have the feeling and motivation to do that. I didn't want to forget how I was feeling from today, and I wanted to share my happiness with everyone else at least a little bit, so I wrote for that reason, too, but I haven't been able to get the words right. I'm sorry-"
Miku was taken back when he felt Takuya's lips on his own, cutting him off mid-sentence. It was gentle at first, their lips just pressing against each other, and then pulling back, their gazes locked, foreheads connected. All Miku saw was Takuya's full lips, slightly parted, come closer again, and before he had a chance to, Takuya initiated another kiss, this one more firm than the first. Their lips were completely in sync, moving slowly as Miku felt the heat from Takuya's cheeks reach his own. He traced the redhead's bottom lip with his tongue, emitting a moan, and then nipped it gently like before. That made Takuya moan louder, in turn making Miku moan as well, loving the sounds of pleasure that were his doing. He leaned in and wrapped an arm around the other's neck, lacing his fingers in the blonde’s locks and pushing his head forward for better contact. Still with his hand on Takuya's cheek, he mimicked him as Takuya got more comfortable, wrapping both arms around Miku's neck as they continued to kiss hungrily but still gently. Takuya felt himself his whole body heat up, while Miku put his other hand on Takuya's chest and instantly felt his heart beating madly under his touch, making Miku blush.
At that same moment, Takuya became bolder in his actions, and suddenly bit Miku's lower lip. He let out a moan that fell in the other's mouth, and Takuya took this chance to slip his tongue out to lick at Miku's lips, asking for entrance. Surprised, but compliant, he parted his lips to let Takuya's tongue pass through. Takuya moaned softly as Miku bounced back from his passive state and got back into his dominant nature, pushing his tongue deeply into Takuya's mouth, tasting him. Takuya followed suit, and both were now sensually wrestling for control in their hot mouths. Takuya leaned in against Miku a bit, feeling dizzy from the excitement of the kiss and unable to sustain his balance like before, and Miku took this opportunity to suck on Takuya's wet tongue from within his own mouth. Takuya moaned, his body now feeling as if it was on fire as he gripped at the other's blond hair from the sudden sensation. Miku groaned from a bit of pain at that action, but didn't falter in his kiss and in a way, only turned him on more. Takuya brought himself back to his senses and responded as they tangled their tongues together, playfully licking, until both pulled away, breathless. Like magnetism, they came together to kiss the other's pinkened swollen lips a couple more times before finally stopping, foreheads connected again, looking into each other's eyes, half lidded.
Miku spoke after a minute of getting his breathing steady again. "Takuya...kun...what...what was all of that for?"
"Be-because...I wanted to do something for you this time. You, you do so much for me, I don't nearly feel like I do that for you..."
Miku pulled back more to get a better look at his lover, who looked guilty for what he'd just said. "You don't need to do anything for me to actually be doing something for me..." That brought out a confused look from the other. "Sorry, that came out wrong...I mean, Takuya, you do more than enough for me by just being with me and caring about me the way you do. You've made me so, so happy, my life's been so much better with you in it. So you don't need to do anything for me except to just be you and be honest with me. I don't want you to feel pressured to have to do anything for me, okay?" He gave a gentle smile, a smile that could only be brought out by being with the one he loved.
Takuya nodded and leaned forward again to embrace Miku around the neck again. Miku accepted the hug gratefully, wrapping his arms around the younger's midsection, kissing him lightly atop of head and earning a content sigh from the other who snuggled into the vocalist's shirt. When they pulled away, they couldn't help but kiss again, short but tender. Miku chuckled as he saw Takuya grinning ear to ear. But his grin quickly disappeared, as thunder previously unnoticed by the both of them now made itself loud and clear, making Takuya jump.
"A storm? Did it just start?"
Takuya shook his head. "It woke me up. That's when I started looking for you..."
Miku grinned and ruffled a hand lovingly through Takuya's red hair. "Awww, did it scare you?"
Again, Takuya playfully pushed Miku's hand away. "No..." he muttered.
"How about you sleep with me on the couch?"
"The couch? What about the bedroom?"
"But Taaaaaakuya-kuuuun, I'm comfy here!" Miku whined and laid back down on the couch. "Plus-" he yawned, "You and I are both here anyway. And the couch is comfy...." Miku lifted himself up and finally pulled out that bothersome pen. "Well, now it is! Come on, Takuya-kun, pleeeease?" He looked at the guitarist with begging eyes and lips to match.
Takuya rolled his eyes, seeing that his vocalist was back to being his hyper-active self. He sighed, realizing there was no arguing with him. "Okay, okay, I'll sleep here."
"Yes!" Miku cheered as Takuya stood up and got onto the couch, his upper body resting on top of Miku. He shifted around on the couch until he found the perfect comfy spot against Miku's warm body, and cuddled closely against him. His head lay on Miku's chest, quickly getting drowsy from the calming rhythm of the blonde’s breathing and the rise and fall of his chest. Their legs intertwined and Miku wrapped his arms around Takuya, holding him close and taking in his sweet scent. "Goodnight, Miku-san," Takuya spoke softly. He placed a kiss on top of Takuya's head again, rubbing his arm with his thumb soothingly, distracting any indication of the storm outside. "Sweet dreams, Takuya-kun."
They both soon fell asleep, still with mountains of papers everywhere, still with the light on, and still with Miku in his clothes from that previous day. They left everything the way it was, too lazy to move or clean up. 'The song'll have to wait for another day, some things are just more important,' was Miku's final resolvement while looking down at the redhead sleeping sweetly on top of him and hugging him closer before fatigue took him out, too. They stayed in the illuminated room rather than going into bed.

Yaoi fanfic preview

'So...it wasn't a dream,' were Shiku's first thoughts as he woke up face to face with a digital clock on the nightstand flashing 9:08 AM in red, groaning.
He slowly sat up and looked around, seeing the lamp to the right of him, the dresser on the other side of the room, and pool of blankets on top of the queen-sized bed, feeling tense as these things reassured him that he was not dreaming like he was hoping. Shiku then looked over at the mass under the mountains of blankets, watching the form rise and fall ever-so slightly every couple of seconds. Shiku was lost in the sight, out of his usual admiration for the person beside him, and out of a strange guilt.
The room was cold with the air conditioner going overnight to cool the room of the hot weather outside, as well as the hot and passionate acts that took place the night before. It was refreshing, awakening, like a slap in the face with a cold wet towel. His head suddenly started hurting, his stomach growling with a mix of hunger and sickness, all no doubt from the excruciating hangover he was expecting. But the pain in his chest that was brought about with each heartbeat, he knew that that had nothing to do with the after-effect of the mass quantities of alcohol.
Searching for his boxers that were hastily tossed onto his side of the bed, Shiku slipped them on and shakily got out of bed, quietly, so as not to wake the other, sleeping. He gently grabbed the doorknob, hearing the click as he turned it, deactivating the lock that was used on the door "just in case", and sneaked out of the room. Instantly, he was in the dead-center of a rain of sunlight from the window in the hallway. Shiku groaned at the pain that the bright lights brought to his already growing headache and raised his arms to shield him from the new, shiny day that awaited him. He turned, passing a couple of other rooms with closed doors while trying to remember where his desired room was, even though he'd been there, and to the occupant's house, many times before.
Finally, he made it there, his hand fumbled for the light switch in the dark, and he was hit with more blinding light than before once he found it. Rubbing his eyes in an attempt to get used to light, he stumbled through the doorway and felt the immediate sensation of the cold white tiles under his feet. He stopped in front of the sink and turned the handle forcing the ice-cold water to pour out of the silver sink head. Feeling the cool air from the bedroom, he couldn't help but want real cold water to touch upon his face instead of the impression of it. Shiku cupped his hands under the running water and splashed it over his face without hesitation, but shivering a bit afterwards. He took another handful and repeated the process until he was awake and satisfied.
With hands dripping wet, Shiku felt around for a towel on the rack that he knew was nearby, and waved his hand about the area until he touched upon something soft. Grabbing it, he patted his face dry, and that's when he saw clearly. Above the sink was a huge, glossy mirror that took up the whole wall. And reflected in that mirror was Shiku: Eyes bloodshot and focused on his image, hair tangled and messed up in random places, his lips and nipples still slightly swollen, both from being teased in last night's foreplay, and upon further inspection, there were some hickeys and bite marks in various places.
Shocked, Shiku slowly brought his hand up to his neck, the part of his body with the most visible bruising, and lightly touched them. But it was as if, in that one little touch, the memories of last night came flooding back into his mind. He now remembered everything, to the extent that he could given that the memories were made during his barely faded drunken haze. He remembered what he did, and when, and how it started, and who he did it with-
'Who...Oh no. Oh shit, no. What have I done?'

Bored so I spam your updates.....

CONFESSIONS

Do you love you ex?	kinda? only as a friend
What did you last cry over?	Nothing at all. (TT^TT)
What	ripping my door handle off.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?	Kemi
Who last slept in your bed?	Kemi
Were you with them?	with who?? O_O
Where do you want to be?	Japan....
Who do you want to be with?	Kemi
Do you honestly love your friends?	Yeah
Who can always make you happy?	Kemi
Who do you love to talk to the most?	Kemi
Who hates you?	A lot
Who do you hate?	A lot
What are you doing right now?	this survey.. O_O
What are you talents?	I have none
How often do you cry?	Lately... a lot.. >.<
What did you do last night?	Hang with Akemi
Would you ever go back out with an ex?	no
Have you ever used a condom?	O_O no
Are you a virgin?	no
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?	as far as i know
What	I don\'t remember
Ever been in true love?	I don\'t know?
Ever smoked?	yeah
Done drugs?	yeah
Gotten high?	yeah
Ever gone running?	no
How much do you weigh?	too much
How tall are you?	too tall
Gone skinny dipping?	hellz no
Gone streaking?	NO
Played strip poker?	Haha
Given a lap dance?	NO
Made-out?	yeah
Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?	yeah
Bungie Jumped?	no
Sang Kareokee?	noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Been wet with your clothes on?	yeah
Seen the opposite sex naked?	rofl
Made fun of a fat person?	Tomato....
Laughed at somone?	duuuh
Looked at someone funny?	double duh
have you had \"the talk\" with our parents?	haha nope. they know I know. XD
Been touched by the same sex?	yeah
Ever been Horney?	O_O
Looked at porn?	oops
Own any thongs?	Haha NO
Touched a genital of the other sex?	ahh no
Thought about sex?	yeah
Had a \"dirty\" dream?	Many times. XD
Favorite animal?	wtf?? haha bunnies or panda
Least favorite animal?	*thinks* those naked dogs....
Most missed Memory?	Nyappy times....

Take the CONFESSIONS survey

Create your own survey

I HATE it when....

Your trying to talk to someone about something that bothers you...
and all they say is "Oh..."
Or "I'm sorry...."
And not even try to put in any effort to help... >o<
(the "Oh..." is the worst!!)
because it gives to the impression like, "okay I don't really care. shut-up please"

I guess I can get annoying with my problems, but I'm yet to find a cure to them...
(it might be because I am REALLY hard to help....)
I'm kind of picky when it comes to what I do...
And I let other things get in the way of fun stuff to do....

I'm so stupid... (>___<)

Bah.. I took a break from writing this for a second, and now I feel like I WANT to be in a bad mood... but I'm happy...?

.... (-_________-)
Curses....

and now I just found that ALL my candy is gone from my box!!!!!
*screams like a banshee*
That's so annoying!! grr
omg.. I'm acting all prego...
(TT^TT);
fuckdamnshitwhore~

HAha

Girl tag.


longest girl survey ever
-don't be shy, fill it all out-

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
HAha
most of the time. XD

4. Do you enjoy drama?
mmm.... sometimes.

5. Are you a girly girl?
sometimes

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Kemi

7. Small or large purses?
Bags...

8. Are you short?
no. (-______-)

9. Do you like somebody?
Yay!!!!♥

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
No. XD

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
was' dat.... *points at big word*

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Hell yush!!!!

14. Are you double jointed?
Whaaa no

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
*-* on feet

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
XD

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I'm sure

19. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
Haha

[x] I do wear make up.
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x ] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[] I like country.
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[Ancafe?] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[WHAAAA~] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!


2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Soemtimes?

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope

5. Do you have a best friend?
A few~

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Mmmm...?
Kinda?
not really.

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
ew.

8. Do you like your life?
hmmm.....
well.... my life is pretty good... just boring. ^^;

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Hahaha
amaazzzzzingness

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Guys.
bay a long shot.
them are all mostly hot. haha

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah.
SMACK
A mark was left.
he slapped me first.
(-__-)


15. What are your biggest fears?
Death
and the dark...
same thing though huh? nyaha

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yuppers

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
TT^TT

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
noo

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
duuuh

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
haha
sometimes....
but not in America. XDDD

21. Are you currently missing someone?
yeah

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE

Cowboy or Gangster?
gangster.
ironic. :P

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
PUNK

Face or Body?
Yuhms

Sweet or Sexy?
Hmmm....
sweet is sexy~

Armani or Abercrombie?
just no abercrombie.

Contacts or Glasses?
Both~

For you:

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
eyeliner.

02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
who?

03. American eagle or Hollister?
neither.
gross shitz

04. Pumps or flats?
...
flats?

05. Skirts or pants?
skirts...

06. Socks or leggings?
leggins

07. Hoodies or jackets?
jackets

08. Heels or sneakers?
sneakers.

09. Straight or curly hair?
straight.

10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
both??

13. White or black?
white♥


14. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
victoria's secret.
by far
cute bras.
XDDDDDDD


15. Smoothies or lattes
Smoothies.....(♥o♥)

16. Diet or regular sodas?
regular...
Diet = cancer

17. Water or daiquiris?
water.

18. Pearls or diamonds?
diamonds.

20. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
yucks

22. iPod or cell phone?
ipod.

23. Friends or family?
friends.

24. Lip gloss or lip stick?
gloss?

25. Manicure or pedicures?
mmmmm

27. Tank tops or beaters?
haha
difference...?

28. Tiffany’s or Chanel?
-___-;

29. love or peace?
Loves~
Peace is a dumb cause
Peace is in death fools....
War = peace you homosexual tree hugging, seal saving dorkasaurous'.

30. Sunglasses or purses?
sunglasses.

IN A GUY...


Funny or Serious?
funny~♥♥♥♥♥

Romantic or Daredevil?
dare devil.... I guess?
Romantic is cute sometimes though~

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
both?

Long Hair or Short Hair?
hmmm.....
both? xD

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
usually straight.

Clean-cut or Rough?
clean cut

Basketball Player or Football Player?
ew.

Smoker or Non-smoker?
he can smoke, i don't care.

Drunk or Sober?
either or.

Druggie or Clean?
No drugs.
drugs are bad.
bad drugs.

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
haha
he wants a Motorcycle.....


Player or Loyal
uhm. loyal?
duh.

Camp is gay.

Is causes boredom for those who this camp is a fucking waste of time.

My friends are going to be a gone a good portion of the summer at camp...
And I don't even know why.
It's a waste of time...
You do gay bible studies of something that who knows is even true or not.
you play gay games
and hang out with gay kids in the gay wilderness.

And not to mention on the counselor people are fucking idiots.

Really... when people say it's fun they are wasting their breath and lying.
...or way too easily amused.


Boo.
I went to Akemi's house and stayed the night saying I was at another friends house and I just about got caught.
o(*______________*)o
But oh wells, it was fun. ^^
Then I had to go to the other friends house and I got Akemi all pissed coz I was riding in a car with this one guy I didn't really know...
lmao~

But it was still fun. (^_^)
And He's no longer mad.... lulz~
But yeah... me and Akemi stayed up until like.... 4 AM watching TV... hahaha
(BTW don't do that.... there is NEVER anything good on...)
So we watched "America's Next Top Model..."
Lmfao!!!
So I attacked his feet. bwahahaha
I think that was one of the first times I've seen his feet... O_O
Every other time he has them covered up by socks or shoes....
Haha.
They look like little Anime people feet....
And his big toe is fat.
lmao....
At first it was kinda...
dullish...
because hims is all depressed. DX
*huggles him*
But FINALLY I got him to cheer up and we went to Bend and watched Transformers 2.
(*O*)
it was cool!!! bwahaha~
*MeganFoxisaslut*
Then he fell asleep at the end of it.... haha
I felt like a mommy or something.
because I woke him up and he was all...

(Wear that for meh B-day Akemi... *O*)
Then all....
then...

... (-___-);
EEEERRRRKKKK wrong.
I was sleepy too... but I wanted to get back to his house. (TT^TT)
I pretty much had to drag the 2 year old out of the movies and to the car... XD
Then by the time we got home we were hyper... o(O_O)o
SoWeMadeOutOnTheCouch
XDD jk.
That never happened...
Hellz.... did we even kiss...? (O_O);

no matter~
I've gone without kissing him for a month, what's another few days...??
(^___^);/)) eh-heh....

But yeah... then we feelz asleep on himz bed couch cozy thing?
I really dunno what it is..... haha
I woke up and was all like, "AHHH HOLY SHITS SOMETHING IS TOUCHING MY SKIN!!!"
Haha...
I was freaking out in my head like, "Ahhh what happened to you when you were in Japan...?"
And then I realized that the shirt I had on always rides up....
so while he was sleeping with his arm around me, it must have....
I was about to pass out from relief. XDD
So I woke him up and fixed my shirt and bounced on his bed because he's really really lazy and hard to wake up...
I got a pillow thrown in my face....
XD Aha~
Then I went in the kitchen and made us both a grand breakfast of Coco puffs and Cheerios...
XDDD
I even lit a candle and made everything all purtyfull with the dandelions I picked. XDDDD
Babahahahhahaa It was great. lmao

but yeah... it was a really great time. ^^

And I'm glad I got him to cheer up... ^^
I don't like seeing him sad....
Even though it's kinda cute


Anywhoooo

NANA~ OUT!!!!

DX slooooooooooooooooooow computer~

Nyappy!!!

This computer is so slow....

It's like dial-up.... DX

My computer's Internet isn't working.... so BLEEEEEHHHH!!!

Anywhoooooo

short little rant... XD

seems like I can't go a day without ranting anymore....

*sigh*

Anyways, I went to my Aunt Kathy and Uncle Joe's house for around...6 days....

And they are...

ahhh

scary people.

My uncle Joe is a One Eyed Mexican who ALWAYS seems to be mad... (*___*)

Like.... ALWAYS, about tiny things!!!!

My sister: *eating*

Uncle Joe: TAKE A BITE!!!

Sister: *takes a bite*

Uncle Joe: NOW CHEW!!!!

Yeah....

really.

*coughangermanegmentcough*

And my Aunt Kathy is so LOUD!!!!!

loud is an understatement...

like......

LOUD!!!

Booooo

So that's how my week was~

And so now.............

UNRANTING!!!!!! 8D

*dances*

Rarw I'm Tai Laung~

Nyan Nyan~

My room is a mess but I don't want to clean it because that is un-paid work!!!! DX

I have $29..... (((\(^O^)/)))

That's the most money I've had in a loooooong time. XD

I WANT to buy the new An Cafe CDs....

But I'm working on my saving skills....

Really, I was so torn last night...

My cursor was on the "Pre-order now" Button....

*tear tear*

I really REALLY want them...

but yet....

Whaaa~

Anyways, 29 bucks is so much to me.... XD

Oh and...

Thank you Akemi~ ^^

Wheeeee~

Nana gets a package in the mail from Yokohama Japan and I opens it to find a small, (due to my limit in wall space) double sided An cafe poster and 5 An cafe buttons~!!!!

I was Nyappyfull!!! ♥♥♥

I'm looking for a job later this week... ^^;

I hope I can get one with pink hair... (TT__TT);

LIST OF PLACES TO APPLY....

Coldstone

Baskin Robins

Antidote

Animal Land (XD)

****** photography. (as assistant/minimum wage/fun job)

(ummmmmm....)

Blockbuster...?

...... and more....?

haha...

I'll try to think of other places to apply to. ^^

I don't want to get a job I wont like th0ugh....

>__<

Because I'm going to work as much as I can to make as much money as I can....

GOAL = $500+ every month....

is that too much to ask...?

(((((o-o))))))

Well, this post is geting Waaaay to long. XD

So write later!!!

From the land of Nyappy FAREWELL!!!!!~

Nana~ Out♥

Better now.... ^^;

Holy crap that post before last was dramatic....

I'm turning into an Emo girl.......

Kinda....
Totally Emo. XD



Oh, I haves Pink hair!!! ^O^
*dance dance*
It's so cute~ I love it!!!
It has purple in it too. ^^

Aaaannnnddd what else....

there is a carnival RIGHT NEXT TO OUR HOUSE!!!!
like... a mile away....

So I went to that!!
It was a lot of fun!!!
Whole time I was thinking about what it would be like with Akemi there though.
>__<

Pity I can't stop thinking like a little girl in love... XD


Ooh well though♥

Not much to say tonight...
I have a headache and tummy ache so I need to sleep~

Bye Nyappy!!!Akemi Aishiteru Itsumo

Akemi~

IN A GUY.....
Favorite Hair Color?
sandy blond... like, Miku blond. or colorful/white

Do Like Long Or Short Hair?
Short, or short with long parts

Eye Color?
Bluuue~ it's purty~ lol

Body Type?
Sexy. XD like, skinny, but still ripped... but not bodybuilder

Taller Or Shorter Than You?
Taller or the same

Older or Younger Than You?
Older

Do You Like Your Guys To Wear Pink?
AHahha~ it's cute!!

How Do You Feel About Tight Pants?
Sexy~

Should Music Be Important To Him?
yeah, coz it is to me. XD

Lighter Skin Or Darker Skin?
light light light

Do You Like Pretty Boys Or Average Guys?
.... Pretty boys.... only Asian ones.... Americans are so gaaaayyyyy

Hot Or Cute?
Cute, but with hot flashes. XD

What If He Has A Super Stupid Name?
He doesn't~

Rich Or Average?
Hahaa either

Lots Of Friends That Are Girls Or Guys?
both are fine

This Or That

Long Curly Hair Or Straight Long Hair?
staright. O_O

Rap Or Rock Music Scene?
ROCK....

Relationship Or Just Hooking Up With Him?
relationship

Movies Or A Dance?
movies and candy and soda pop♥

Horror Or Romantic Movie To Watch With Him?
O_O... neither......

His Style

How Do You Feel About Goth Guys?
hahaha. sometimes they are sexy.... IF they are asian

Geeky Guys?
yeah~

Emo Guys?
sexy hair, gay lifestyle

Preppy Guys?
no

Jocky Guys?
HELL NO

Skaters?
Need to die die die

Gangster Guys?
also die

What About Bi Guys?
Super sexy~ BUT again, ONLY if your asian

Mop Top Or Corn Rows?
ewwwwwww

Glasses Or Not?
mmmm either

Polos Or Band Shirts?
Band shirts!

What Would You Do If:

He Sang Your Favorite Song To You, But He Sucked And Messed It Up?
I laugh and hug him. XD

He Played Dumb Stupid Jokes On You All The Time?
I throw a water baloon at him

He Wrote A Song That You Thought Was About You, But Was About His Car?
LMAO I wouldn't be suprised

He Came To School In Complete Drag?
I laugh my arse off

His Guy Friends Mean More To Him Than You?
I feel saaaad~

He Cheated On You?
I die

He Always Wanted To Be Around His Friends And Your Just A Tag Along?
Awww these are sad questions!!!

He Started Speaking To You In A Different Language?
Haha he does that

He Started Out Sweet But Then Turned Bitter?
>.>.......

A Little More About Him

Do You Like Your Guys To Stand Straight Or Slouch?
Both are fine

Would It Matter To You If He Played World Of Warcraft?
hahahaa!!! I think he does.....

Shy Guys Or Super Outgoing?
Both~

Looks Or Personaliy?
both

Do You Like Your Guys To Play Instruments?
yeah it's awesome!!

What Do You Prefer In Looks?
Asian!!! cool hair, VKish style

Black Or Blonde Hair?
blonde.... but styled right

Green Or Brown Eyes?
brown... green = gross

Spiked Hair In Back Straight In Front Or Just Messy
SPIKES!!!!!

Tucks His Shirt In Or Just Lets It Hang Out?
hang out.~ XD

Flip Flops Or Normal Shoes?
normal

Looks Like His Mom Dressed Him Or Himself With His Own Style?
himself with own style

Make-up Or Not?
some

Big Sunglasses Or Small Reflective Ones?
hahaha big

Long time no post

Jus' coz.... XDDD

Yeah... nothing much new has happened.... erm...... Today I'm clingy to Akemi who isn't even here... (O_O);

Nyaaaahhhhh Luffs.

WARNING!!
The following content includes

-Pathetic girlfriendness

-content written by a 15 yr. old drama-queen

-puppy love ♥


Okay sooooooo Akemi has been gone for.... 3/4 days?

And I miss him... DX
I don't know why because I've gone longer without seeing him just fine...
Maybe it's the fact I know he'll be gone for a month...
Probably has something to do with it....
I'm probably just feeling like this because I'm really sleepy.
Due to the 2 hrs of sleep I got last night

~^~^^~^~^~^~~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^^~^~^~^~^~^~~^^~^~~^~^~^~^^~~^~^

Is it really possible you can find the so called, "right person" when your only 15?
Because you hear all these girls saying, "I found Mr. Right!!!" or, "I'm going to marry him!!"
and a week later they are already dating new people....
Akemi doesn't seen like anyone that would do something like that, but all these other girls were fooled by teen love.
Because it seems like he cares as much as a person can, and would do anything for me... but again, that's what all the other girls say.
I've convinced myself I love him with all my heart... but how can you know if it's not just temporary?
He'll sit there saying sweet things and being that cute dream boy that most girls want, but haven't you noticed that things that good don't last...
good things seem to last less time the bad things.
And he is totally a good thing.
You have a small problem and he'll take it away from you
Want to talk he'll start a conversation
just need someone there, he'll hold you til the sun comes up.

Things like that don't happen in real life, or last.

~I love you, but it's not real is it...?~

Ai shiteru Itsumo

Lmfao~

List 20 people off the top of your head. DON'T read the questions first.
1.Kiwi
2. KC
3. Kemi♥
4. Jay-sii
5. Bou
6. Eliasa
7. Miku
8. Tyler
9. Mirai
10. dad
11. mom
12. Takuya
13. Kanon
14. Hunny
15. Grandma
16. Nathan
17. Mi-chau
18. L
19. Alainia
20. Richael


How did you meet 13?
Uhm.....? At Kemi's

What would have happened if you hadn't met 6?
I would have one less sister.

What do you honestly think of 10?
He's crazy! XD

Would 8 date 3?
............................LMFAO!!!!!!!

Were you ever into 4?
haha sexmuffen~

Would you date 5?
LOL!! yeah~

Would 2 & 11 make a good couple?
LMFAOFOMDGJIOHB

Would you go out with 14?
noo

Describe 7 in 7 words.
crazy flaming Japanese homo ninja midget boy.
XD

Do you think 15 is hot.
...hell yes. lmao!!!!!

Would 1 & 17 make a good couple?
No way.
o-o;

Tell us something about 14.
Insane

Do you know any of 3's family?

yeah... hahaha.

On a scale of 1-10, how cute is 16?
rofl!! 2

What language does 19 speak?
Monkey XDDD

Who is 12 going out with?
Mmmmm....
1...
sorta right?

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
the other day

Would 18 & 10 make a good couple?
NO WAY ON MARS!!! XD LMAO!!!!!

Would you ever date 2?
uh.....-no

How'd you meet 20?
....uhmmm... how? o-o;

Where does 17 live?
CHIIIIINNNAAAAAA

How long have you known 19?
9 years

Is 12 older than you?
Yush~

Have you ever gone out with 7?
haha no

Have you kissed 5?
Yuhm~

Do you find 18 attractive?
hahaha.
depends

What is 6's best feature?
eyes.
*H8*

what do you like about 10?
humor?

Is 3 a good friend?
amazing.... ♥♥♥

Out of 8, 17, 4, 16, 2 who would you sleep with?
Uh.. O_O
4
obviously.....

*sigh*

♥~*I'm back!*~♥

Yeah it's been a little while since I've posted...kinda?

and I'm pretty sure the the last thing I should do is rant... because ranting is bad in the first place... But here I go, yet again......

Envy has always been something that get's to me.... to a point where I am absolutely livid! I can't stand the thought of my friends talking to other people, hanging out with other people, talking ABOUT other people... mostly if it's people that I don't know, or don't like.
It's really... really wrong of me to be like that... It's something I'm trying to work on... But I can't help it...

I think it's getting worse now that I only have a couple friends left around here.... others have moved away...
It makes me sad, and the way I deal with sadness is being angry... Angry all the time about tiny little things... God it's like I'm on a never-ending period don't you think? (laughs) But really... It's something that I MUST STOP!! I get mad when people even mention other people's names... (is this a form of anger issues??)

I end up taking everything out on everyone else too... And yet again, it's another bad thing for me to do.....

On top of all that, Disappointment... Not saying why I'm disappointed, because it's retarded and I can't bring myself to look any dumber then I already do...
But I've never dealt with it well.... It's something that I usually don't have to deal with because I'm pretty good at getting my way... (I'm not spoiled, just really, really talented at this. hah...) so when I do have to deal with it, I act like a spoiled brat and pout....

(laughs) I'm pretty sure my friends only like me because they've known me a loooonngggg looooooooooong time......
I don't really have any news.... or any good updates because the last few days have been pretty

~~~~~EMO~~~~~

I need to get a grip!!!! I'm confused with my actions.... because up until lately, I'm pretty level-headed....


All until later...

♥Nana~out♥

Dread falls!!!

♥Hello!!!!!♥

Sorry it's been so long... I've been busy, again, doing nothing. xD


On Sunday it was my Dad's Birthday!!!
THE BIG 4 - O!!!!!!

It was fun! Case-C and Kiwi came, and Tyler was there too. ^^



And.... my uncle Fred was there.... ((((O-O))))
He paid my little sister to shove a cupcake in my face!!!!
But I got her back..
.
My poor self.....

Also, yesterday, I made dread falls!!! (^O^)
It was my first time, so they aren't that good....
But I like them anyways!! ^O^


OH! And I dyed my hair blondish red.
GAH was I getting SICK of black hair!!! >__________<>

Nana~out!

(( Aren't Miku's pants just the sex?!?! xDD ))

~Still waiting~

Bahaha.

First off, I'm going to be able to make Mashiro's Dress from the PV ~still waiting~

It should be hard..... (<o<);

Also, My DVD still not here.....

~Still waiting~

I think that is ubberly sad, don't chu~??

I also don't know if my minions can come over this weekend or not yet.....

~Still waiting~

AND MY KANON SKETCH IS STILL NOT DONE!!!!
I haven't really been working on it... but still....

~Still working~

Bad moods rub off on me easy.... (>___<)
I try and stay happy for whoever is in that bad mood, but that just makes me worse...
So then I get grumpy TOWARDS that person, only I don't show it to them....*frowns*
Then I get all bitter and stuff.....

I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE ARE SO EASILY PEEVED!!!!!

It's impossible to work with them.
Grrrrrr

*I suppose you can guess that I'm talking to someone like that right now....*

My mood just went waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

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Soooo I guess I should stop typing now and go pout by my lonesome....

Bye bye unnyappy!